This is me. I told myself not to be jealous, but I can't do that. 

When I saw my friends leaving me alone at the corner, I actually feel sad. Maybe they know how I feel, but they did not come towards me and ask me how am I.

When I saw one of my friend was unhappy while I'm with a group of friends, I can't help it but to talk to her. And this is my personality. I can't bear to see anyone was left alone. But why it doesn't happen in reverse? Why can't my friend understand everything I did?

I saved them by distracting teacher from them. But at last, I'm still blamed. I don't want to explain anything any more. What is the use of explaining. They will only think you are trying to look for excuse.

Besides, when they left me out of a topic, my heart really hurts. Why must they do that? I may be a little sensitive, but this is really hurt. VERY HURT!! I don't wish them to be with me everytime, but at least please, please don't leave me all alone, or at least, understand me........