The most happiest trip since July

Have you ever wish to go far far away for a splendid holiday? Well.... I did. But it was not a far away place, it's the Cameron Highlands located in Pahang.

Through this camp, I finally see the true faces of those people I don't really know.
Example:
(1) The girl that was loved by everyone in this camp turns out to be as petty as I am. Well... I'm not complaining anything about her, but... wow.... She looks so kind and such, I never thought she will be so.....
(2) The girl I know since primary school turns out to be such a pain-in-the-ass!! She is responsible for some of the duties and yet, she ran away and give all kind of excuses!! Wow.... good job man!! I don't believe you, but at the same time.... you are the closest friend I ever had. How can I tell you?

However, I love this camp 'cause I get to know many people and know more about them~~ Lovingly together. Playing together.... It is the memories I most treasure. I love them, all of them. I wish there will be a camp as fun as this.

This is me. I told myself not to be jealous, but I can't do that. 

When I saw my friends leaving me alone at the corner, I actually feel sad. Maybe they know how I feel, but they did not come towards me and ask me how am I.

When I saw one of my friend was unhappy while I'm with a group of friends, I can't help it but to talk to her. And this is my personality. I can't bear to see anyone was left alone. But why it doesn't happen in reverse? Why can't my friend understand everything I did?

I saved them by distracting teacher from them. But at last, I'm still blamed. I don't want to explain anything any more. What is the use of explaining. They will only think you are trying to look for excuse.

Besides, when they left me out of a topic, my heart really hurts. Why must they do that? I may be a little sensitive, but this is really hurt. VERY HURT!! I don't wish them to be with me everytime, but at least please, please don't leave me all alone, or at least, understand me........